my heart.

my heart feels like a rumbling rocket ship rattling and shaking

constantly palpitating

at the thought of all i’ve been through

my heart feels like a drummer kicking at the bass

like they’re impatient

consistently moving their leg up and down,

shaking

cause they’re anxious

my heart feels like an only child.

alone.

longing for connection

not feeling at home in their own home.

wishing they had someone to share things with

wishing that some other person would patch the empty hole within

my heart feels like it’s throbbing

from all the emotional pain and all my constant sobbing.

my heart misses you

like a dog misses it’s owner

like a mom misses her children

my heart feels like there’s something wrong

like a song with the wrong beat

like a chair without a seat

like you without me…

i hate to delve back into what i’ve been trying to put behind me

but you see

my heart seems to know what it wants, and that’s you

and it seems like no matter what

my heart is fixated on the truth.

whether i’d like to admit it or not.

i’m distraught and my heart can’t seem to let me know

when exactly it’ll be time to finally let you go.